I miss you and I still do. But I'm always telling myself to retreat and not sink myself into another round of depression by asking how you are doing and all. Sometimes I asked myself whether I'm all ready to be receptive of the cold hard truth, and yea that's what I'm doing now, to safeguard my heart and protect the internal peace. 

It's been a month since we last talked and honestly, I'm amazed by how time has passed in a swift. Stronger, definitely, I still have vulnerable nights haunting me. Saw that it's your driend's 11th year anniversary. Remember they were having some problems a year ago and they almost broke up because of this? And yea.. It just dawned I me that if some things are meant to be yours, it will be yours. They are the best example. 

Rebound. Thought probably a rebound will allow me to forget you, somehow. But nope it didn't. The emptiness within me still lingers. And you, your voice. I can never erase your voice and face in my head. Sigh. Pathetic. How I really wish that you will reciprocate my love for you, but it's all one-sided, and it doesn't feel good at all.