Here I am again.. Dont get why Im always back square one. Sigh I hate it.

So much for the moving on.. really wanna text you badly but i just cant muster the courage to press the "send" button. So traumatized by the heartbreak that I seriously dont know what to do anymore.

Someone get me out of this, please!

Been 3 weeks, Black. 3 long weeks that we havent texted each other for. Sigh, why am I behaving like a turd.

Please tell me that Im just being stupid. Really stupid to hold on.

Dear God, please take away this attachment/ love I have for him. Please.