Watched this drama few days back and this quote has been recurring in my head since then. Here's how it goes-

''If our worlds were similar, somewhere Fate will bring us back together again. But if it doesnt, dont fret. Because it just means that we are not meant to be.''

Then another drama surfaced an alternative quote, rather similar to the one above-

''We can retrieve time and be back to square one. That's provided if you really want it.''

I'm really envious that those couples who broke up and reconcile.. it's as though they were given a new life.. a new faith to hold on to. Onlooker like me feel that it's more than just cherishing what was lost.. it just feel as though they will be happy for the rest of their lives, that they wont want to lose each other anymore.. How special, that is. 

I browsed through our photos.. doesnt hurt that much anymore. I guessed I've learnt to accept some stuff. Saw our pictures taken last Christmas.. we looked sweet, really sweet. Miss the feeling I had with you though. The sweetness.. the love that was once so strong. Yup, but Im well aware that it's gone.

I thank God that the recent dramas on tv are more than just dramas. They make me realize and understand that love cant be ordered. I saw myself in one of the characters.. and yea.. As much as I want her to quit being so heartbroken in the drama, it served as a reminder to me too. Those dramas really make me feel better, somehow. Not that Im totally fine, but I reckoned that my heart isnt that stubborn for you that much now.

How have you been, Black? Ha. I still dont have the courage to text you even though Im feeling slightly better now. The thought of you texting her infront of me still kills me though.