IT fair- the busiest season for Suntec pepperlunch.

did hosting ytd. first attempt in being a host. a little bit not used to that job because it only requires someone to just stand at a corner and give the table tag no. to the customers who are sitting in. i cant stand that kind of feeling that im not allowed to leave where im standing, cant clear plates or walk around to check for things to do if i'm doing service. cant even bring customers to their seat and stuff. so i got scolded infront of the customers when i try to bring them in to their seat. hah! nice one man. but seriously, it's like.. it makes no sense. if im the host, and to be a good host, its definition would be showing them to their seat to show that i welcome them to dining in, no? never mind. mei shi. was too tired to even allow the flare in me to burn.

did host today again when i come in at 12. things started to get easy cuz im aware of the operations now. all the cards are with me, so i can easily know which tables are available, whether if i can use that table no to reserve for that certain table and stuff. it's much easier to do this alone rather than having a back-up. anw, it's nice to have an qi and wei nam around. they make things easy for me by just telling me the tag no they have placed on the empty table. (: it's not confusing, it's not messy. everything went rather smooth today. credits to them.

supposed to have 2 hrs break from 4 to 6. went into a nap around 4.45 and around 5, ju woke me up because almost everyone is having break and no one is in the kitchen. fine then. was rather nervous when i was back doing the ordering. 2 mths not touching the hot plate and now when i have to deal with them, it's during IT fair. anw, warmed up a little and okie.. i think it's alright but i believe that i am really too slow. my speed dropped so much lurhh fuck. damn pissed with myself because my forte has become my weakness. zz. lionel took over because they plan me to be the backup host. my ego was kinda hurt when i saw myself out of the kitchen. from someone rather strong in the kitchen and almost everytime in the kitchen helping out during IT fair de now have to get out of kitchen liao. hais, never mind. also not very sad lurhh, just abit affected because i think im not very strong in kitchen now. ):

anw i also dont noe why in the end i become cashier. but being cashier can see handsome guys. HAHAH. something good.=D and i hope evelyn's alright. she has been looking very pale lately. heng tmr no work. im like so shagged alr.

pardon me of my negativity, but seriously, sometimes i really wonder why im given that position when i think that someone suits that post much more better than i do. and because i've been having blows at my ego, thoughts of quitting comes in. i feel unhappy at work sometimes, really.