Tuesday, June 16, 2009

just read your tag and your blog..

actually i seriously dont wan any conflict to incur because all of us come out to work, and you are my colleague. of course, sometimes working together would cause some friction here and there inevitably. it happens to everyone, not just us.

seriously, i think there isnt a need to say sorry to me, because i understand that when one is tired, he/she will tend to flare up more easily, so i dont really mind that incident that happened that very day(: not to forget, dont be mistaken, i seriously am not hating working with you. tell you something frankly, i admire the way you work cause' you have the ability to do all the planning. sometimes i feel that i really am a failure because i dont know how to plan, i forget things easily and sometimes i dont think logically. you're different, because you're efficient. well, for me, all i can say is im just good at affiliation, not at work.

sometimes i have the urge to take out my name slip and put ur name slip to my tag, then change the tag and clip it onto your apron. i feel that its a humiliation to have that tag on my apron, because im not doing good enough with this position. sometimes this humiliation gets too much into my mind that i wanna quit. but of course, if i quit this job, i would have no income. so pardon me if sometimes what i did is illogical to you.

im a person whom, once flared up, i would blabber all my unhappiness out. however, after blabbering them out, i'd be much much better and i would forget all the things that happened on me. so seriously, i kinda forget about what actually had taken place during IT fair. haha.

stop reproaching yourself. we both have our weaknesses and strengths. i understand everything, seriously. relax, girl. once a friend, forever a friend. this is what i've learnt in Dalian. i hope all the misunderstanding are cleared. dont wanna work when there's awkwardness ar. very very weird one. ahahhaha. =D

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