baby-boy.

finally our eyes met after so many months.
maybe right from the start,
we never have the courage to face each other at all.
yes, even when we were together, we never say "Hi" in class.
that shows how awkward we are.
but for the very first time,
when you saw me and i sensed your presence,
you smiled at me.
and it's been heartwarming to see that and to feel that smile.
perhaps it is still an awkward smile,
but i know it takes courage to smile to each other when both our eyes meet.
yes, that smile was a genuine one.
in your eyes,
i saw the past relationship we had,
and the friendship we hold now.
i love you,
even for all the things you did.
yes, i got hurt.
i got myself wounded, damaged.
but no, i never regret a single bit.
cause' indeed you're someone special.
someone who can never replace you in my heart.
but everyone has got to move on.
you made the first move,
and it's time i made my way too.
boy, i know you want to tell me that it's over.
and this time, the smile you gave shows that you've let go,
not awkward, not guilty, not nothing..
boy, it's really over this time.
im happy for the new-born friendship.(:
i love you,
and this shall be the last time i'm saying this.
because..





imissjr.