i just returned from chalet and it feels like i've lost touch with the world like years already. hahas. i guessed i really cant live without my laptop! lol.

basically, what people do during chalet is what we did in chalet ytd. bbq-ing, eating, drinking, watch tv, play psp, play cards, sleep? hahas. okie, pretty bored, but i think i had some fun when we're chatting things like relationships and stuff. hahas. and not to forget, cam-whoring. (:

due to the tedious paperwork needed by the attachment, i have no choice but to leave early to take my o lvl cert, ALONE. and miraculously, i didnt lost my way. hahas. heaven's watching over dumb people, and how true is that! ^^ okie, returned home and here i am, slacking. attachment starts tmr, and i guessed today is the last day for me to slack already.):



















heard bad comments about you again,
but i still believe they're prejudiced against you.
perhaps they dunch noe your side of the story,
which explains the misunderstanding.
however, within me,
i can assure that u're seriously not a flirt.
you may look like one,
and what they said seemed surreal,
but deep down, i just dunch care what they have to say.
i strongly believe you're not.
their words have never wavered the trust i had for u.
"i dunch care what they say, im in love with you. they try to pull me away, but they dunch noe the truth." lyrics of bleeding love.
im not dumb, nor am i stupid.
this is trust, the trust i had in you.(:
though we're no longer an item,
no words can change my opinion of you.
i know you're a devoted guy,
not a casanova at all.
u proved to me u're not.
moving on doesnt mean u're a casanova.
it merely meant u've let go.
who doesnt have the rights to let go?
agree?
apparantly, you do things in a way you feel it's right.
even though these things might hurt,
u'd still do it cuz u believed they'll benefit.
no doubt when im alone,
i'd think of you.
it still hurts a little, but..
it's going to heal soon, it is, i promise.
experts say that if a pair of couple was once very deeply in love,
they wont contact each other for a period of time once they break.
well, at least u loved me
and it's the greatest bliss from heaven i've ever received.
sometimes i wish that we could talk and laugh over the phone on our jokes we made,
i wish we can still be close friends, very close friends.
but i guessed this is the best way for me.
having contact would make me even difficult to let go of the past.
frankly speaking, it's better to it end this way.
memories stay sweet, and it really is.
those memories we had still make me smile to myself sometimes.
and upon reading the past those msges u sent,
it'll still melt my heart. hahas
but im not going to let those memories ignite the love i had for u anymore.
i know what i should do.
i know where the boundary lies and
i know where the limit stands.(:
we cant press rewind anymore.
if Fate want us to end this way,
there's no way we can change it.