how should i say..

when u're being helpful and tried to help someone in distress, sometimes they might not be even grateful towards you. instead, they might just take the advantage out of u and then kick you aside like nobody's business.

this is life i guessed, and now, im having the hatred regarding the operations at work. something is just damn wrong with the operations there that one day, if they really provoked me till i cant swallow the grievances anymore, i'll f*** them till they wake up from their mistakes!

one word for the person who take advantage of me out of my kindness, "C.H.E.E.B.Y.E"! now, i dunch usually scold this word unless im really pissed. and this time, i really am, cuz i hate people who tell lies to me. and i never know that this person would tell a lie to me. fuck ni! _I_ even if u had ur reasons, u can tell me. but u chose not to tell me and come out with the schedule, and oh how great, i'll be at there just for ur sake, cuz all u'll say is, " wo bu gou ren". go to hell.