It's just three days ago that I had blogged about wanting to text you.. And now I'm feeling the same thing over and over again.

Babe.. I really miss you. Been trying hard to let go like how you've wanted me to.. But sigh.. Why is it so tough? ;( wonder if you have been smiling from the bottom of your heart since I last contacted you.. Wonder if you're still smoking as heavily and wonder if you have been eating fruits. I know it's no longer my business but I still pray that you're safe and sound.. Found your happiness and all.

As much as I want to text you, it also dawned on me that I shouldn't interrupt your life anymore. Ha. I was never a coward in relationship. Always fight for what I want. But of all my 23 years of life, you're the first that I lost all my courage.. Like a weakling. Honestly, am I doing the right thing? Or all these are just temporary, like how you've reminded me two months ago?

Let me love you before the rain once again, will you?