Everyday Im telling myself that Im not suitable to be in a relationship, and subconsciously, it's been influenced by this thought in my conscious mind. Yup, maybe it's just not my thing.

And with this thought, it makes me feel better. Guessed this is how I let things go.

There are so many people around me who are there to shower me love and care. It's almost the same as having a boyfriend. So yea, I dont need a boyfriend; I dont need anyone. And Im convinced that no one can ever live without anyone, because I'm the best example anyone can ever quote. Dependency was the word that I used to describe myself. As for now, it's the total opposite. *grin.

It feels nice to feel the internal peace, and definitely Im not gonna disrupt the serenity Im experiencing right now. Really thankful that someone up there is guiding me through this. Thank God.