I can never find internal peace within me. My thoughts have always been screwing the peace I have long wanted. Guessed probably I have never accepted our breakup, which is why Im always drifting backwards instead of moving forward. But honestly, guys whom I have been talking to since our breakup.. they made me realize even deeper on how much I really want you. Im not feeling any better. I miss you, Black. And I figured that Im always killing my momentum.. to move on with life.. Move on, because I really have to.