All my speculations were right. As for now, I'll be dating an empty shell. Supressing this will work, and i know if i stick with my faith, it will work. Tell me this will work. When love knocks you down, just get back up.

Honestly, the words you said did pierce through my heart. I dont want to lose you; not this hard earned relationship either. Tears are easily triggered whenever that issue came flashing in my mind, occupying whatever there is room for. I dont want to deal with this everyday. I dont wanna force a smile and keep living in denial. This is more than just any other quarrels that all other couples face.. You told me that you need me but then you cut me down.

My eyes are tired. I was flying and was on cloud nine everyday, but now im crashing. As much as I want to know the truth, it hurts very much learning that from you.

I dont want this sand-like relationship to slip through my fingers. It's my turn to be envious of others now.