Boyfriend's in reservist. Though it's just five days, i guessed i'll need some time to get myself used to being alone. Wasnt this dependent on someone before i met him. I thought it Would be an easy feat but yea.. It's proven to be difficult. Damn i need him so badly now. I wish Friday would arrive in a swift, in that so-called, 'a twinkling of an eye'. Sigh baby, i miss you badly. Really do.