It's boils down to the fact that I'm just someone rather lonely without many friends by my side whenever I need someone to confide in. Oh well, nothing beats coming to this blog to pour out what I'm unhappy within, no?

Valentine's coming. It's just within days. I saw how people rushed to get their presents settled for their love ones, including me. I know it'll definitely sound childish, immature and just plain stupid to rant about this, but I'm really upset that when I asked whether I'll get any present this year, he said no. It was a direct and straight 'no' in my face. I saw bears, flowers and lots of other stuff displayed at shopping mall for valentine's purposes, but will I even get it? No.

How did we spend our valentine in the past 2 years? Seriously I had no idea. I had no clue, no vivid impression of what we did at Valentine's day, a special day for couple. Yea it definitely take two hands to clap. I know I didnt put in enough. But.. SIGH. You know, sometimes I'm just plain envious of the people that can really smile from ear to ear during Valentine; how their partners prepare this special day meticulously; how their partners want their partners to be happy.

OK maybe I shouldnt grumble. He's been treating me nice enough. SIGH. Why is it that i feel as if I am single?