The definition of "washing my hands off something" is actually a tell tale sign of giving up and stop muddling the affairs of someone, and this definition applies you. On top of that, I give up. No one woke me up of my senses, I just merely got knocked so hard in the head and in the heart that I know it's time to stop the imbecile feeling I'm having for the longest time. Why let someone affect and influence my mood when I have the choice to choose not to? Silly me. When no one appreciates what you've been giving, one day you'll feel that you're beyond sanity doing those stuff which you shouldnt be doing. Oh well, I'm naive. Tsktsk.

I give up, really.