It's a torture to remind myself of that principle we have to uphold when i know my heart isnt feeling exactly what i should be doing what is deemed right.

I know im selfish to continue this shit. Not because I dont want to be there for you, I just cant pass myself. It's tough to build what we used to have because we took years to make that happen.

Maybe you never realised how much I want to meet you; you never realised how loud my heart's screaming for you; and you never realised your existence mean more than just a pillar of support in my life.

A loser that plants a seed of deadly sin will get her karma. And here it is, i've gotten a taste of what goes around comes around.