I want to talk to someone about this, but i can talk to no one.

Yeah, perhaps all relationships have to go through this- drifting apart. Is it me or is it us? Perhaps it was the hectic life we share, that time allows none of us to go for a walk together. Or maybe it's just a self-denial part of mine, that i believe the main reason isnt because of the other 'him'.

I hope it's just a moment of folly. All i want to do was to crap with him and nothing else. I didnt expect that things will get this complicated. It's not because of him, I hope, that our relationship is lighting up the red siren. I thought I would know my limits, but no.. the more I talk to him, the more carried away I get. Tell me it's not about him. Tell me it's because of our busy life please.

Some things like flirting should stop. And some things like feeling blissful or sweet when you say you love me should continue. I no longer feel this way when you said the three words to me. I hope this feeling will be back.

Probably after going through this, i hope that our relationship will get stronger. Be positive.