My heart sank when I threw the UNLV's brochure away. Silly, isn't it? So near yet so far. It was within my reach a few weeks back but now, POOF! Everything's gone down to the drain, hopes are dashed, dreams are shattered, and my future's finished. I'm starting to get used to the working life- 8.30pm to 6.30pm. I've been trying to erase my memory and input some new quotes that says, 'Life is not just about studies. It's not entirely about gaining something out of it but it's how you want to deal with it.'

On the lighter note, I'm really grateful to the people who shower care and concern on me, who asked me to be determined and stay strong and never give up. Thanks, people. Your encouragements keep me going.