Still feel a little upset over leaving that workplace which i have been working for 2 years. call me a weakling or someone who has poor interpersonal skills, i dont give a damn anyway. ate pasta on my last day in suntec, sat at the dish up area, took a detailed glance from the floor to cashier. was really sad actually. thought it was my last day of work, but in the end they got me a transfer to raffles. minnie persuaded me for days. nurul had a talk with me on my last day. she hit the nail. she knows the reason why i want to resign. anyway, yea, maybe i should just find a job first before resigning. but yea, its true that i am out of suntec now. sighs. everyone made the atmosphere fun on my last day and i was really touched but feels sour in the heart as well. before leaving, i looked at place where i love the most- the kitchen. listened to a song in train and somehow that cant-bear-to-leave feeling got intense and tears start to well up a little. didnt know leaving suntec will create such a huge impact on me. sigh. nvm la. a change of environment will do me good, i believed. very sad but no choice. im scared that i have to work with A at rfc. that is one thing which i fear and got me hesitated whether i should stay or leave PL.

monday will be a new headstart for me, though it's still pepperlunch. [: