and becuz of that horrific inferiority that overwhelm the whole of my head and unhappiness drowns me each time i work and being overlooked at, i finally put that 'cant-bear-to-leave' feeling for suntec pepperlunch aside and told Jean that i am leaving this job at the end of this month. it was not an impetuous decision though i was fuming with rage at that period of time over the phone. anyway, i didnt manage to get any job in hand for the time being, but i seriously had enough of all the frustrations that were being swallowed and bottled when im working since evelyn left.

perhaps it would be beneficial to suntec for my departure as well, wouldnt it?

9 more days to 30th sept.