by rights, we should rejoice over our 6 month-sary tgt, but no. i guessed you forgot, but even if you did, it feels different too. i'm sure of one thing now, but i shall not name it here. i dont miss you and as for him, i dont as well. i cherish the time being on my own, which is now. it's better this way. i dunch have to report to anyone about what i do, get myself hurt with answers that i dunch wish to hear, receive disappointments with the conversations held, or teared in the middle of the night for some nonsense now. sense of relief is what i feel, and i enjoy this.