it's good that all the misunderstandings have been cleared yesterday.(:
still friends!
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yesterday.
i'm not sure why. it doesnt feel the same as how we used to be together anymore. maybe it's because i'm overwhelmed with the fatigue accumulated since 3 weeks ago, and that you gave in too much to me, so.. i tend to throw even more tantrums at you. yes, i admit it's my fault.

but then again, does all the fault lie in me and not you?

for a moment, i thought being single is so much better than being attached, because i dont have to think of meeting someone when i have got hell lots of things to settle, and that i do not owe anyone an explanation and care so much about the undesirable consequences.

feelings fade? but my mind told my heart that that's not the case.

i hope that history wont repeat itself again.
and this "i dunch know" phrase seems to be entangled inevitably between the heart and the mind. i'm not thinking too much.

and because of that, i shut myself up yesterday. no holding hands, no playing around, no laughters, no nothing. it just feels as how we were when we first met each other.

"you looked so scary when you dont talk.", he said. but sorry, i'm just not in the mood.