well, i'm blogging now because i dunch think i have much time to blog later(it's my lunchbreak now.) since attachment starts, i haven't been sleeping well. fatigue- i have to wake up early. not only that, when i return home from attachment, it's almost 8pm. zz. i thought it might be a good training for me, for my future. i might just be working in F&B industries when i graduate. but i think.. er.. no, i prefer a job that is nearer to my place, and no way. i dunch wanna be in the R&D team. i've to crack my brains like everyday for new recipes ingredients, what to replace, find suppliers if there isnt any stock for the new receipe's ingredients.

working here makes me feel that nothing beats working at pepperlunch. i dunch have to crack my brains for those nonsense. all i have to go is cook in the kitchen. heh heh. thinking of that makes me happy enough. hees=D i'd rather spend my time in the kitchen rather than spending my time here. anyway, it just sucks. i know i've been complaining, but seriously it just sucks. i miss school days. i prefer studying more than anything. call me a bookworm(:

anyway, i still learnt quite alot of things from here. in the past, i wished that i could open a bakery of my own. but it looks like i'm going to change this ambition soon. HAHA. there're so many factors for me to consider. i was involved in the production line a few hours ago. it's just not fun! oh, maybe the creaming is the only place that i think is a paradise. (: but come to think of it, if i were to cream at the cakes everyday.. oh my tian! *faint*

reminder for self:
-pay phone bills (by 7 mar)
-buy concession (by 7 mar)
-report for kennie (no dateline)
-i need to sleep! LOL ( as soon as possible. LOL)
fuck. i no money. zz. i'm still unsure if i should buy bus-train concession or just train concession.

oh, one thing. i'm going to the prison soon! monday(: not to serve my sentence, but to learn some things there. hopefully i wont see that ku-ku faggot, that son-of-a-bitch. if not, i think i wont even step into polar or i might just run away from this attachment.

i seriously believe that GUYS who study too much tends to go bonkers. (: