I'm not sure if you'll ever get to see this.
But in case you would, this is what i want to say.

Sorry, J.
I'm just too tired to walk that route of love affairs again.
It's a tough route to walk,
and I'm not ready yet.
Dont wait for me,
it's not worth it.
Even if it takes a year or a decade,
all i wish is you'll find someone better.
It's been nice working with you.
If you return to Vietnam for good,
all i can say is,
please take good care of yourself
and i wont ever forget you.
I'm sorry,
if I've made you cry today.
It wasn't intentional..
I'm really sorry, I really am..
Wipe those tears and
brace up.
Thanks for the love you have for me.
*hugs*