bad habits are hard to kick off, especially when you're exposed to those BAD habits almost everyday! well, what do i say, i tried to kick that bad habit of mine but to no avail. nvm, it's over. hahas.

anyway, it's sunshine after rain now! everything is fine and so far so good, i believed. tomorrow, or should i say today, since it's already 45 mins past 12, marks the commencement of the sch's examinations as well as the PSLE. well, all i wanna say is good luck to those who're having their exams and hopefully everyone will score well!(:

today is the 3rd of october and in 7 days' time, i'm out of that school, the school that brings joy as well as tears for this ITP. i guessed what im going to miss the most is sec 1S5, and my teaching supervisor. well, meeting-and-parting are parts and parcels of life, no? mixed emotions i'm having, i wanna leave that school asap but as the same time, hoping that time will freeze for a moment or two. enjoyment is usually what i seek for when it comes to work. if there's no enjoyment, quitting the job would come into my mind. i'm glad that i made it through, at least i've never really wanted to quit this job (or should i say, i cant quit? lol.)

socialising skills are very important in our daily life i reckoned. without these skills, perhaps you wont be able to survive, or probably you could, but not to the extent that you can survive for long. it's been nearly a month, but i still dont see all the teachers smiling at me. maybe it's because i've never talked to them or sth, their faces make me feel that i owe them the world. well, not everyone is friendly i suppose? *shrugged shoulders* however, i did see exceptions! minorities are nice and sweet, and i do appreciate that. hees:D

im not an observant person, but i do observe things beyond the norm in this ITP. i may be dumb, but not to the extent that i dunch noe what is going on. well, i realised alot of things which i dont usually take note of, and i learnt alot of things which i dont usually see it in books. in short, my patience was put to test in this ITP, and it certainly did manage to get my quick-temper character to a level-headed one. it's not a bad thing afterall, isnt it?(:

there's one thing im very proud of myself, and buddy thinks that im crazy as well. i cant imagine myself having 1 full-time job(attachment), and 2 odd jobs( pepperlunch and teaching tuition). 3 jobs in a row! that is what im talking about. hahahas. but well, not anymore when the term starts for sure.