i miss MY BESTIE! EXTREMELY MUCH.
i miss MY 'LOVE' AND 'BF'. VERY MUCH.
i miss kelly, beef and mutton. MUCH.
i miss my sec sch cliques too. B1 laogong esp.
i have been missing practically almost anyone whom i am/was close with.
but im glad, that i haven't been missing you that much ever since i deleted your contact in my MSN.
walking out of that misery wasn't easy.
it's a tedious path to take, but i made my way through during these couple of days.
flashes of your smile still surface in my mind, but not as often as the past anymore, and certainly, im not tearing or crying over you like how i used to.
perhaps, my heart gave up on waiting for your return.
credit goes to the both of us, i believed.
i shd thank you for treating me the silent pill, and i shd thank myself for using the hard way to deal with my emotions.
whether you're with her or whosoever, it's not going to be my business anymore.
the next thing i'll be doing is to delete the past msges you've sent to me in my phone.
im done with all the reminiscing, and goodbye is the only word i'll be saying.
bye, my dearest boy.
those memories will be kept at the deepest spot in my heart, and i wont be flipping the pages of memories anymore.
(:
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