woke up early in the morning and intended to gym with suan, but it was damn late.. was kinda afraid that there wont be any seats at the library.. so i skipped that gym session. sorry ar suan. =p

upon reaching library, rushed to find seats. to my misfortune, there wasnt any seats at all. it's only 10.30am for god's sake and the seats were all taken up! checked all the seats and surprisingly saw fengxian(gf) and zhenwei. thank god, it means i've got seats to study at! hahas. okie.. met up with her and here i am, using her laptop to blog. lol.

actually i wanted to blog something else. something which infuriated me in the morning when i was on my way to the library. saw this guy's msg on my phone.


to deric chen w*i k*k.
for god's sake, stop thinking that im still waiting for ur return. i've let go of our past like YEARS ago. i've even forget that u once existed in my dictionary! months back, i was blind to love a casanova like u. please, take a good look at yourself. what's so great about u? stop thinking that those shoutouts that i put up on friendster is for u. please! there's really nothing great about u, NOTHING! u're always going around hurting girls. we're not toys, not tissues that once u have used, u throw them away. im not that kind of girl whom u can mess with! i'd really be stupid if im still waiting for ur return now. im not that kind of girl whom u can cast aside once u've played and then when u're left with no one else to play with, u come back to me. im not as weak as u think, and i stay single not because of u, it's because of "my lord". im sad not because u left me. im sad because HE left me. and please, i was the one who stop contacting u.

u viewed my friendster without leaving any comments. i dunch blame u. and i viewed ur profile back and gave u a (: comment because i still hope that we are still friends. but well, u actually thought that im still fond of u. wtf larr?

i laughed upon reading what u worte in the msg. seriously, i was laughing hard at this, "jiahui, i know u're avoiding me cos u dunch wana go back to the past. u wanna forget it as hard as u can, that's y u're single. u work and study hard and make urself tired just to get high scores and forget me. u dunch dare to face me cos i will remind u how we know each other in the past. " frankly speaking, ur arrogance turns me off.

for god's sake, please larr, deric. dunch say urself until u so good hor. instead of finding the truth from me, u actually concluded that u're the one im still waiting for. LMAO larr!

yea, i wont deny we once had our happy memories, but ask urself how u treated me. i am not a spare tyre, not a replacement, not a substitution, not something which can fill up ur emptiness. be glad that i was polite in my replies for u today. i could have flared up and give u attitude which u wont ever imagine i would give. i made the right choice of choosing jianye instead of u in the past as my bf. at least jianye really knows and understands what love really is, but u dunch! heaven made me made the right choice of choosing him between u and him. i was stupid to have sort of "two-timed" jianye all because of ur presence! all u do is love, play, hurt. u deserve what u have today. i reep what u sow, you casanova! i really feel like spamming u the other day when ur msn nick wrote," i'm sorry". that instant, i knew u have hurt another innocent girl once again. im glad i made the right move today, and said the right things to a freak like u. yea, u're quite good-looking, but ur character just makes me loathe u. i didnt intend to blog this out, but u incurred my wrath. of cuz i deserve a better guy, u think im stupid to wait for u mehh?

mr. right isnt u larr. i've already set my mr.right to be 'delicious' already. lol.

the face that keep recurring in my mind is his face, not urs. the memories that kept flowing in isnt our memories, it's the memories of him and me. i wont ever go back to u larr please. so stop thinking that i can be someone who can make u smile again. if i were bitchy enough, i'd really wanna go out with u and spend all ur money. u're an eligible guy. one with money and looks. but please, change ur character for the better. girls will like u more.

deric, dunch think that u're someone great, someone who can make a girl fall for u till they really wanna die for u. i pray hard for those girls who're under ur clutches now. i hope they wake up and hurt u bad. lastly, i just wanna say, "EYER! YUCKS! PUI! " i may be weak, but not as weak as u think i can be. diu lei larr.




okie. enough. hahas. some parts may be funny, but i meant every single word. i hate guys who think that they can mesmerise a girl and manipulate them as a puppet. guys like u, dunch deserve to live in this world as well. if i have a gun, i shall exterminate u first. HAHAHAH! *a grin with evil-look*