it was a huge blow today.
it really was.
sitting at the stairway alone and staring at the blank was what i did just now.
i've never feel so weak in my heart before.
or maybe i did, but the pain wasnt as immense as today's.
no one knows the pain except myself.
i had a hard cry.
no one has ever seen me cry like this except for bestie.
perhaps we're better off without each other.
i've tried my best, i really did.
but i believed,
my hard work didnt pay off.
it has never work on us.
fate just doesnt allow us to be tgt.