i noe i shdnt be feeling this.
happiness is what u deserve,
but i dunch feel good when i see her mingle with u.
yea, her good points put me down.
im feeling inferior, and i really mean it.
she's pretty, she's fair, she's clever.
she's everything a guy want.
she smile with dimples on her cheeks,
with eyes that can mesmerised and melt one's heart.
but im cant, im not.
im dumb, im stupid, im ugly.
my skin complexion sucks and im not good in my studies.
my eyes only turn u off when u look at me.
im ugly and i cant ever stand beside her and compare myself with her.
placing her next to u is like a an ideal pair of royal family-prince and princess.
placing u next to me is like a prince with a palace maid.
understand the inferiority i feel now?
i know im really losing you.
both of u are seen almost everywhere,
like how couples stick with each other.
should i still believe that u have never fall for her,
or should i just trust myself for what my eyes capture?
both of u meet most of the time,
and i dunch believe feelings wont nurture with the constant meet outs.
i dunch feel bad losing out to her.
I ADMIT DEFEAT.
perhaps she deserves u more than i do.
girls like her should have guys like u.
probably she's one whom u can really be happy with.
im just not feeling good inside.
pretending to jest with friends in front of u is just
to make u feel tt im still going fine and well without u.
but deep inside,
u wont know how many sighs i've made,
how much blood i've bled,
how hurt i really am.
i guessed u wont know,
and u wont ever get to know either.
for now, i give u my blessings.
pure bliss with her alright?
may the both of u last until the end of time.

i feel like an idiot now,
to think that im actually handing u to her.
haha. haha.. hahahhah..
i have always been stupid, and this time,
i make no improvement either.
maybe i shdnt whine,

UGLY GIRLS LIKE ME,
HAVE NO RIGHTS TO WHINE.
UGLY GIRLS HAVE NO RIGHTS TO CRY.