nahs.. today's not going to be an emo entry! hehes:D

im sort of happy after knowing the fact that one of my close 'sisters' is attached. i mean, guys have to try real hard to woo this 'sister' of mine as she sets very high expectations for her "ideal" guy. hence, after knowing the fact that she has finally found someone that she truely is happy with, i really feel exuberant! not only that, i have another close friend of mine who sort of found happiness too. it's been ages since i've seen them smile from the bottom of their hearts, and now they're doing it! ^^ how great is that? ((:

of cuz, not everyone gets the happiness they yearn for. perhaps by taking a step back or letting nature takes its course, we wont feel that we're the pathetic ones.

seeing couples sweet makes me green with envy but well, i've sort out all my thoughts and am feeling a sense of acceptance now. perhaps my love wont be reciprocated or maybe it would, but at the back of my mind, i know that he is the one for me despite the fact that he've hurt me. i myself know very well that i've fallen deep with this asshole and in addition to that, i think i'll only move on if i know he has moved on.

if you know your true love has appear, no matter what happens, you wont leave that person alone and you know that even if someone much better appears right infront of you, you wouldnt want that person either cuz u alr have someone in mind, no? (of cuz, this is subjective.) but this is what im feeling right now. hahas.

im a happy girl even though i've lost someone i truely love. if Fate decreed, we might end up being tgt again(: letting nature takes its course and taking things easy will make life happier. this is what i've learnt. (: