i've just realised that this entry is the 183th since my blog officially started. the number 183 reminds me of something. but well, it's all in the past, i should rake up no more(: what's more, that incident happened years ago. haha.

i didnt know why i came to blog either. i've got nothing much to say though.. let me think..

oh.. i remembered i listened to the radio just now in the bus when i was returning home from school. i haven't been listening to radio for almost 2 yrs, i guessed. hah. but when i tuned in to 98.7fm, i heard a song which is extremely captivating to me. it caught my full attention that i didnt switch to any other english radio channels. hees. that song was "better in time". it was superb im telling ya. songs which i define as nice are usually songs that touches my heart and makes those warm tears brimming in my eyes, and this song indeed fit the bill of "nice song"(: highly recommended.

as that song was sort of conveying the message that it's diff to let go but time will heal, the DJ said someth after the song was played. he said that during the period of breakup, u'll find urself loving him/her more than usual, which explains why u find it diff to breakup if u're the one who initiated it. of cuz, it indicates that it's diff to let go too. not only that, the DJ mentioned that it's the feelings from the heart that sends to the brain, someth to do with the hormone changes, which makes breakup extremely difficult. however, he did say that this is only temporary, which means to say, u actually dunch love that person that much anymore, but because of that someth which gets transmitted into ur brain, u find urself loving that person more. after this breakup period, everything will be better, "better in time" he meant. well, i find this interesting, cuz i've experienced it before. so this is how our heart and mind works. cool huh?

oh ya.. i have a new classmate and her name is jialing. we're not really close to each other though, but she's friendly(: everyone got their palm readings from her just now and i joined in the fun too. hahas. well, it's sort of accurate. she read my palm, saying, "oh u're in a relationship now right?" i nodded. i tot, "wow, only my cliques know tt i have a bf, she's so pro!". next, she said, "u and ur bf always quarrel rite?" i was like.. 0.0! her reading is really accurate man. gosh! den she explained to me how she read it. next, she said, "one day, u'll choose to give up studies in order to be with ur bf." but well, i know this wont happen. i'll always put studies first instead of bf. and i hope what she said wont happen too. i dunch wan my future to be ruined in my own hands. hahas.

okie.. i shall end my entry. i'm becoming to be naggy. hah. nites people.
status : in an rs
mentality: single
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