jus now had a terrible nightmare. i dreamt tt everyone is hanging their child outside their windows as an offering to the hungry ghosts. den one accident happen. one of the child dropped from the rope she's attached to the window and hit a child who is watching at those kids outside the window. and when she got hit from the above child, she looked very bloody. the sight of her face is still very vivd in my mind. i was so scared jus now. woke up from tt nightmare at about 7am. tried to get to sleep but i cant. den i tried to think of happy things so tt i'm not so afraid. and it really worked. den i slept till 12am. it's so scary.. very scary..

later have to go grandma house. sian sias. everyone will have something to do later. but i doubt i have. hais. phone no money. cannot sms ppl to entertain mi): mum's phone sms gonna exceed too. sighs. cannot play my laptop too): gonna be boring later. hate loneliness sometimes)':