dunch view my blog.
cuz i'm jus gonna pour out my sorrows here.
it's gonna be boring. so dunch come view this post.


aint in my best of mood.
teared because of someone.
sometimes i kept wondering,"why cant i let go?"
it's alr been ard 2 yrs time, yet i'm still struggling.
everything seems impossible. it's obvious. it's obvious i'm not the one u'd lay ur heart for.
why cant i jus accept this fact?
can anyone tell mi how to let go? why is it so difficult?
my mind's jus full of u when i noe u're not alright.
WHY THE FUCK AM I THINKING THIS WAY?
what's wrong with mi?!!!
crying seems to work? ha. haha. hahaha. laugh my ass out.
IT DOESNT WORK!! IT DOESNT!!
hais. stop all the fucking stuff u're doing jiahui!!
u're jus a thorn in other's flesh. a sucker. a bitch. a crybaby.
SIGHS!!
no one seems to understand mi.
family not close with mi.
friends go out, they dunch jio.
u're sad, and we'd jus say "bye" to each other.
hais. felt like deleting this blog alr.
bad memories overwhelmed and flooded over those happy memories.
i was never in the least happy.
close friends? where?
someone whom i can confide to? where?
someone who knows wat i'm thinking? where?
HAIS. FUCK'D UP WITH LIFE. let mi die.
i'm not trying to seek anything. i'm jus... speechless.
i hope i'll be alright when i wake up tml. mac shall be the place for mi tml to let my imaginations stop running wild.
study is the best way to keep myself occupied. hais.
*cries*