back from sp. hmm, went to take maths exam jus now. sians. i now i wont do tt well as i expected i would): maybe i was too slack for the past few days tt i din mug enuff and practice enuff maths bahhs. hais. i deserve it): i noe i've lost 16 marks alr due to my carelessness and also, hais. i spent to much time on finding my mistakes tt when i knew where my mistakes were and wanna redo, the invigilator demanded us to stop writing)': hais. why always lidat derrs?!!!! so angry with myself. if i cant get an A for maths, i'm gonna be very emo and sad man. hais.

i found out tt i'm very outcasted from 5n1 peeps. hais. dunch ask y. i know the reason jiu can liaos)': this is not sensitive. this is the truth. hais)': so many times i've tell myself tt i'm wrong, but fact is, i'm always right tt i am an outcast. u all can get angry with mi because of wat i've said now, but have u all ever wonder y i'd say this? no bahhs. hais. maybe no one can understand bahhs)': i tried to get over it, but times and times i've found out tt i'm deceiving myself. everything is a deceit. hais. maybe i deserve this too bahhs.