feeling sleepy. gonna dose off anytime.

today afetr maths test, went to bus stop wanting to return home but end up saw suan and board 105 bus wit her to je. den at je, hais. dunch wanna post here larr. i psycho her till sian but she still dunch wanna give in and listen to wat i say. end up i went to punch my fist on the place we were sitting, real hard. and felt the pain after tt. lols. dunch noe y i so dumb sias. now i can feel the pain trying to take control of my little finger. pain.

well, punch cuz i dunch noe how to stop her. really got no more idea to stop her from wat she's doing. well, she wanna try mi, go ahead lorrs. hahas. i can try it out till u cant imagine derrs. lols. den after all the talkings, i trained to jp. and wth. the movie is starting at 635 instead of 5pm. so wasted ard 1 or 2 bucks on the train and den took bus home. lame rite? hah.

went back and lied on the bed for a while. i intend to lie on the bed only. never did i realise tt i'll go into dreamland. den colene called mi and luckily she did. if not i'll have to pay for an empty movie ticket. hah. den hurry up changed back and rushed out of the hse. den reached jp, saw suan again. in one day i can meet up wit her two times man. wad the. hah. den saw her and was like rushing like hell, den onli manage to hear her say "late liao late liao". hah.

den went in, walau. think i miss the first few minutes derrs. got bit gong gong dunno wat the movie is saying at first. but gradually, the story bring us to the flashback and somehow i noe wat the first part is. lols. anyway, the show is nice. not as bad as wat others said. well. i reckoned tt they din noe wat the story is trying to convey, so they think tt the movie isn't nice at all. but i think tt the story is nice lehhs. jus tt this time there're lesser fightings and stuff. more of verbally rather than body language. lols.

den think tt's all for the day. ya.

well, put the fonts till the smallest so tt others cant read. lols. hais. actually. i dunch noe wat's the relationship btw i and u lehhs. i noe u treat mi as friend. but i dunch noe wat i'm treating u as. i dunch noe y i mind so much when i see u hurt urself. i dunch noe y i'll care for u more than how i cared for others. i dunnoe wat my heart is feeling for u ehhs. good frined or wat? i dunch noe. but i hope is good fren larr. u told mi not to care. but thing is, i dunch noe how am i suppose to stop myself from caring abt u. u noe how hurt i was when u punched ur fist not? u noe sth? when i was so agitated abt u hurting ur hand, i did teared. but think u din see it bahhs. haha. dunch hurt urself anymore kies? u'll hurt those ppl who care abt u when u hurt urself. it's not onli abt u urself onli lorrs. ppl like mi care for u de lorrs. u wan her care, i noe. but dunch do this anymore larr. she also din mean to make empty promises derrs. maye the time is jus not ripe yet, tt's y. hais.
dunch hurt urself anymore kies? hais. seeing u like this i feel the hurt inside mi lorrs. hais. but i think u wont noe bahhs. so small. think the font u ppl cant really read.
dunch try to hurt urself lerrs can? cuz i really care.