today, tt person who has caused the hurt in mii called mii today to find out sth. and i duno y when i saw the caller ID and i know it's tt person, i answeres the call reluctantly. haiis. sian. and i gave tt person attitude. ya. i think it's obvious bahhs, from the way i talk thru the phone. haiis. hope tt the person will uds.

i just nit time to heal tt wound. and i duno when den i'll recover. hope i can find my old self back, the bubbly mii when i was working during my holidays. i knew tt period of time even when i haven stead yet, i felt happy. and in fact, i felt tt i was never sad before at tt time. evryday of my life when i was working, i was always wit my smiles, everyone knows it and now? they said i've changed. and ya. i noe too. those smiles and laughters are no longer there, not as much as the period of time when i was working then. haiis. wanna find tt mii back. i really do.

but.. how do i do tt? no one can really answer tt question for mii, and i doubt tt i can find tt ans myself too. i'm sick and tired of everything. i just wanna end everything and shut myself from the outside world. haiis.