haiis. he called mi just now. we chatted on the phone and erm.. i dunno what's coming over mii. while he was talking to mi of what he's doing, i was like feeling quite irritated but i still pretended to be happy and chat with him.. i wasn't happy at all. i was like entertaining him the whole duration while chatting with him.. hais. bad rite? haiyo.. i'm so vexed!! it seemed like he thiks tt i still love him like how i used to in the past.. but actually, i'm not.. i onli have a very lil'l bit feelings for him. haiis. just wat is going on?? i dunch wanna hurt him anymore.. and yet it seemed like i'm giving him false hope again!! hais. what am i gonna do? choohong once told mi that dun raise hope for guys when u dun like him anymore, cuz it's like lifting them up and putting them down.. it's very hurtful.. ehh~~ haiyo!! what am i gonna do?? feel like running away from this topic.. but i still have to face the music sooner or later.. haiis!! [VEXED]!

den today db gathering.. er. quite fun while playing games with the seniors. ya. they're great ppl to be mixed wit, though they looked fierce on the outside. ha. din know tt zakiyya can be so enthusiastic with those games we're playing. she's like completely diff from the zakiyya i see during training. lol. oh ya. and opps, while pointing middle finger to suanling[and trying to be funny wit suan, i stick out my tongue and showed her middle finger.LOL!], zakiyya saw!! omg! tt's the most embarrassing part!! lol, and funni too. hah. seeing the expression from zakiyya's face makes mi laugh like hell.

deb quite sad, cuz din get to roller blade training today. and jyh chau was like telling mi tt he master ''t-break'' and ''parrallel turning'', and i was green with envy man!! go good siax, master those skills during the very first lesson he attended? ohh man, got the urge to blade even more now.. but for the sake of my studies, plus mi now is so damn broke, i decided not to go for roller-blade. ya. [sad]

oh ya. almost forgot!! the lyrics for "Would U Be There"

If I were Blue
Would you be there for me
And Whisper in my ears that's
Would you stand my me
Let me hold You tight
And say you love me one more time
If I Feel good
Would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never lo back
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

*so damn nice rite? ^^