Seems like the new year resolution I set for myself did make me feel motivated. Everyday when I get up, I know there's something to look forward to, to occupy myself with. And afterall, Im just human. There are times where my insecurities and vulnerability will kick in, but I know how these emotions can be better managed so long as one make internal adjustments in order for one to respond logically instead of being swayed by the emotions and get devoured all the time.

I have many dreams to fulfill this year and I dont wish to remain them as just dreams or having faith without acting on it. Im not sure if Im being too ambitious, but it doesnt hurt to explore and find out what it's in stored for us.

As for relationships, I kinda stop believing in love and frankly speaking, there are other important things pending for completion. I cant simply allow myself to dwell on the past and waste more time on backtracking and stuff. Plus, it's not worth tearing under my blanket while the one Im missing is having a good time with his gf. I feel stronger as the days pass, and I thank God for giving me the strength to continue this path. He took him away from my life for a reason, and yes im struggling to live with it, but I know God has better plans for me.

For now, let's get down to the important stuff.