Been 7 months and I aint getting any better. Yea, how can I possibly be when I dont even wanna help myself?

Stop hoping, because he's not gonna return anymore.

Will this heart-wrenching moments go away?

Nope, never.

Thought a breathing open wound can stop bleeding by itself but that's not true.. Thought given time, the wound will heal.. but that's not true. I let it bleed for 7 months and it's still bleeding. Pathetic.