And finally I took the courage to unblock you, but who would have known, that blocking is as good as deleting you as my friend on fb. Sigh, why am I always acting on impulse?

So now, there's nothing I can do except to move on and let go of you. God has already made it so clear to me that it's all not fated, but why cant I see it at all?

Sometimes I wonder if texting you again would do me any good, because seriously I miss you and that I really wanna know how you've been. On the other hand, I feel that it's just gonna hurt me further if I receive any shocking news. So what else can I do but to leave things hanging as it is?

Ha. Times when I reflect upon my past actions, it has never failed to dawn on me that im just getting my own dessert. Karma's biting me really bad and remember how you used to tell me that it's not going to happen? Well, who would have known that things have turned out to be this ugly and that I've lost you forever in my dictionary?

Life's so unpredictable, sometimes. And honestly, it just shows how much you should cherish your loved ones who have been with you all these while. Yes, it's true that you've left me, but at the very least, I have my family and friends. And that I know they are the ones who will always stick by whenever I need a helping hand.

I'm envious, that you've finally walked out of being stuck at our past, that you can finally fill your heart with someone else again. Guessed it's as torturing afterall to see the one you love walk away.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but on the other perspective, absence also makes life easier for the one who doesnt have anymore feelings for the other. No? It's just how we see things.. and that I'm always looking at the former, while you are always looking at the latter.

Our past.. I choose to forget. It wouldnt hurt that much if I keep telling myself that you were never in my life before.