The hardest thing to do in a relationship is to adapt; to change and fit yourself into the ideal character that your partner wants to have. It's tough, but it's not like it's unfeasible. I've tried, and I know I've been deceiving myself since a long time ago. No longer will it remain the same. I lost myself, trying hard to change how dependent I am on a partner; trying to behave like I'm independent when I'm not.

Sometimes, I ask myself what exactly am I holding on to. And sometimes, I put myself in your shoes and question myself again whether you are truely happy. This time, I feel trapped. Should I give up on us already?

Ironic how things can change within a year. Last year, we were so clingy. Look what has become of us now. Boy, do i not feel stupid about myself.

"We've come a long way since that day, and we'll never look back at the faded silhouette".