Mixed feelings though. I'm not sure what is the reason but upon browsing through those photos, I kinda asked myself why didnt you do such things in the past for me. I mean I'm not jealous, I'm just wondering if I wasnt a good girlfriend in the first place. Saw those birthday presents you bought for your current girlfriend.. A bear with a 'princess' tee-shirt on, an album that you did for her, a polaroid instant camera that she has always been hinting you.. it kinda reminds me of the days we had been together.. the times where you always called me 'princess'.. the times where you will buy me things that i've always wanted to have.. i do not know what this is.. but i know im having mixed feelings. Probably reminiscing the past or sth.. i dont know. Havent been reminded of us since a long time ago. An ambiguous feeling in which i cant use words to describe. I threw away all the stuff that you gave me.. Bags and bags of soft toys.. pictures.. but it wasnt something which i regret doing it, because i know a new chapter have begun for the both of us. It's pointless to keep certain things too. oh well. Maybe i shouldnt have looked through those photos in the first place. I know you are happy and so is she. And i know very well that you werent the right one for me in the first place. I just wish you well.

On a lighter note, oh how i miss black.