Keep the memories as intact as possible; dont ever screw up your mind and twirl your thoughts like a swarm of disoriented bees or you'll regret for doing so, cuz all you know is you'll tear the scalp and bled again when the memories start haunting you bit by bit.

It's not as if I dont feel anymore.. In the midst of indulging how love feels like again, no doubt sometimes I still think of you. Now that I just finished my exams and freed from all the torments in doing assignments, I screwed my thoughts again.. yea.. it has always been at the back of my head. I kept brushing 'us' aside; froze those chains of thoughts from recurring. Moving on is easy, but not really that easy, if you know what I mean. Indeed, time can wash everything away but fragments of memories stay vivid in my head and I'm positive that it's gonna stay with me for the rest of my life.

When no stimulus trigger those memories, everything seems peaceful and calm but when it's stimulated, the brain generalized thoughts which you cant really control though. Few days ago, Grandma asked me why didnt you tag along for our family gathering. One week ago, a friend asked me why did we end up this way. Nonetheless, my tongue was tied; I stumpled on my words; my conscious thoughts engulfed my excuses. Nothing but upset, that's all I can say.

And everything's gonna be alright. I know, and I hope so. Believe in the positive, no?