My tongue's craving for some sips of 'Sex on the Beach' after viewing a variety show that introduces pubs. Well, 'Sex on the Beach' is an alcoholic drink I had on New Year. I miss that taste that drink produced, the sweet and bitter note that intertwined and complemented very well with each other. But I guessed I wont be stepping in to that pub in the near future, afterall, it's difficult to call the cliques out for a drink. They prefer clubbing. HAHA. I wish to club some day. Wonder how it feels to club in Singapore.

Anyway, my bills are distinctively costly. Been kinda lazy to pay the bills, lazy to walk to the AXS machine from my house to the market area, to be exact.

Perhaps I'm too crazy over getting registered for a degree program at MDIS, I want to get my results fast, so much so that I've been counting down to the release of sem's results' date. I just want to get my ass out of SP asap. I dont think I'll register for Massey Uni. Shall save that $25 application fees, afterall, I hate Science. I dont like my diploma course, and I dont wish to be a lab technician for life.

Bf's trying to influence me in getting in to Kaplan for the degree I want so that we can study the same thing together. I just read the brochures and the course isnt that bad, but it doesnt come with internship. MDIS offers that, but I presume that the cost will be slightly steeper than Kaplan's. I cant wait to work after getting a degree. I'll be 23 then. Great! I dont have to be tied down by the teaching bonds if I were to choose this path to walk. Oh, I just get wait to study Tourism and Resort Management Degree. And and and, I even planned to get myself an Honors after getting a degree. hahaha. Okay, that's kinda far-fetched but well, I'll fulfill that dream someday. (:

I need a job. Anyone has any job to offer me? Best is retail sales assistant or administrative duties because I want to gain some experience in these area. It'll surely reflect something good in my resume. (:

I'm not getting too ambitious, am I? Hopefully not, but sometimes I feel that I'm one.
Jiahui, one step at a time PLEASE. Right.

I miss my boy again, although I just met him yesterday. our 16th months is coming. ehh.. Actually I'm green with envy when it comes to seeing couples wearing rings on their fingers. Onlookers will go 'awww..' and I'm one of them. Not that I dont want to get a pair of couple ring for us, in fact I really wish to have that last November, but it's the unpleasant memories that give me the jitters on buying couple rings. I mean, I had my first ring when I was with my second ex. After possessing that ring for a mth, we broke off. The second time I had my ring on was with Jianye. History repeated itself. One month later, our relationship got strained and 3 mths later, silent break. I never want to buy any rings anymore after these 2 incidents. Is that a curse or it's just a coincidence that I didnt maintain my relationships well? I still kept both rings though, in fact I kept all the gifts I received everything in a box.

Well, I really love JR so much that I can no longer live without him. Contradicting it may be, I never want to take any risk into buying rings, but I really wish to own a pair that solely belongs to us. Sigh. ): I call my relationship stable, but I'm really scared. I sought for his opinion over the phone yesterday.

me: ehh our 16th mths' coming. walau, i saw some photos on fb and i want to have couple ring lehh.. can we have couple ring not?
him: duh, of cuz can arh. you're the one that stopped me from buying couple rings, rmb?
me: i scared what. hahaha.
him: last time when im rich, u dont want me to buy. Now that I'm poor, u want a pair of couple ring. silly girl.
me: fuck la. hahaha. k la, wait till u rich again den we buy lorr. hahaha.

Well, I think it's best not to buy la hor? What do you think?