Basically, I'm at the peak of nervousness because I'm having my first full-time job interview tmr. To be exact, the position I had applied was a lab technician, but the company called that lab technicians are not needed anymore. They need an administrator for the time being. So, the interview is tomorrow and seriously, I'm not in the least prepared, which is the reason behind my those butterflies in my stomach.

It's 12.41am and my portfolio is still somewhere in my wardrobe. Yes, your eyes aren't playing tricks on you. I threw my portfolio in the wardrobe because I didnt have my table didnt have enough space for revision. Great, tell me that I'm not the right candidate to do filing because it's proven that I'm not in the least organized. I'm pretty sure that friends who sat around me during my secondary school days are aware that I am not an organized person. My worksheets are everywhere; crumpled paper almost filled up the spaces I had under my desk. Some kind souls even offered their help to aid me in filing my worksheets. Now tell me, I don't fit the bill to be an administrator at all, am I? ):

My mind is in a twirl. I do not know what I should wear for my interview. The worse thing is, I feel that I am going to stammer tomorrow! Oh man, I have a feeling that my presentation skills is going to be extremely bad! I havent been practising at all! ): I know it's pointless to think about what will happen tmr, and that I should spend my time wisely now by searching for the right outfit and get my portfolio out instead of ranting my unhappiness here.

My motto: I can do it and I must do it. (This quote has been with me since sec 1.) hahaha.