I came here because i want to express my gratitude to some people out there.

Friday- 23 october 2009
Thanks, girls! Thank you so much for organising an advance birthday celebration for me. I have always felt that it's not an obligation to do so and hence, i am extremely blessed because i have you girls to celebrate with. Indeed i had lots of fun and laughters, especially the 'booms' part. You girls never failed to be with me to celebrate my birthday, and for that, i thank you girls for spending your precious time with me. (: oh, and not to forget, thanks, 'erney', for coming down too. =D

Saturday-24 october 2009
It's a pleasure to spend a birthday with a boyfriend, because i never had a chance to spend this day with my partner before. Not in my 19 years of life. I'm not really 20 yet. haha! Although you wont get to see this, i would still love to blog this day down because i felt that you've made this day almost perfect for me.

I know you've always been bothered by the monetary affairs and it just gets you down whenever your family presses you for money. Darl, you're seriously a guy that holds your words. It was nice to have sushi buffet with you and thanks for that expensive gift. (:

Well, actually what i've meant about almost a perfect day for me is that i let out what i've actually suppressed for days. I could have suppressed further if you didnt probe as I didnt want to appear weak in your eyes. Damn, to think that i cried infront of you for the very first time yesterday! zzz. But anyway, thanks for the warm embrace. It was nice of you to have pulled me closer to you when i'm feeling so down yesterday. Thanks, guy.

Sunday-25 october 2009
Had dinner with family today and though the dishes were simple, sitting around the table together to have a meal is considered something nice to me already. (: I spent a sunday well with my family and i love this feeling because they are the closest kin and we should never take them for granted. Thanks for that dinner. I really appreciate much and did really enjoy today. =D

Apparantly, 1 more day to my big 20 and seriously, i dont wanna grow up.