Hmm.. i dont deny that sometimes i still think of you, but there's no more feelings attached to the yearnings i had. Often, when i think of you, i do have the urge to travel down just to watch you work from far. It was silly of me to ask a friend of mine to take good care of you, but i meant it well. We can never be extremely good friends or even friends after break up, that's all i can say. Time proved this to us. Besides, i know that i'm doing well without you in my heart now. We are never meant to be friends after breakup. I read the previous entries that i've written for the past few months. I felt pathetic for myself because i coped myself in darkness and never intended to let you go. For the past one yr, almost every entry that i've published was overwhelmed by a word called "hurt" and probably because i tried too hard. I persistently demanded myself to let you go at a certain time frame but i never did. Anyway, i just hope that you're doing good and that would deem to be the greatest comfort for me.

Dear blog,
i know you're capable of creating miracles so please make the ones who are unhappy feel better as soon as the sun rises. esp my sis and that friend of mine who has always been there for me.

jiahui-