Shut that pain,
stop that bleed.
I've got Boyfriend,
he's all i need.
You're my past tense,
but why did i see you as my future tense?
Such a noob.
You built my trust,
more than just once.
fuck those honeyed words,
you said about us.
I was blind, i was dumb.
I was naive, but this aint fun.
Protect me? Fight away my fears?
A round of applause,
for triggering my tears.
Not just once,
not twice too.
you played with me,
and i felt like the biggest fool.
i no longer trust you,
we're no longer 'friends' too.
no more tears,
no more lies,
no more crying.
no more pain,
no more hurt,
no more trying.
whatever the reason you'll pour me with,
i just hate myself,
for seeping into that pit.

Heart, please brace up.
Brain, please shut up.