FDAL is a killer. This is the first time in my life that i have no confidence in any of the questions i answered for section b & c. Alright, perhaps i should say i was never good with chemistry and analytical studies. Sigh, so much for the memory work! Am i lucky or what? Those that i've studied hard for came out in the MCQs and actually none, NONE appear in the main section where you get your marks from! ):

I dont wish to see a D, or worse, D- for my results this sem! Argh! Why cant i excel in my studies like how i did in secondary school?! Sigh! If the palm reading i had was true, then i'd rather not have any relationship! ): okay it's a little impetuous of me to say this but .. i feel sore about it.

MOE pathed a route for me to walk, but i might just ruin it in my own hands! ): I mean i really thank MOE for offering me a placing for studying NIE courses in NTU after poly, but still, they said they'll have to see my results again and i have to go for an interview there after poly and blah blah blah.. Now it shouldnt be me who should accept the offer. It's down to NTU whether to accept me or not at the end of poly because of my grades! ): Feel the effort that i've put in every sem to pull my grades up, please? Okay i think this crap wont work but seriously, i hope i share an affinity with NTU. hahaha.

A bleak future for me, i believed. Yearn to catch a glimpse of light, but how?