Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i guessed you've finally realised we're not meant to be, or perhaps, you know you're losing me.
was pretty much affected by what you've said. if those msges you put it up were talking about me, all i can say is, i've never intended to say goodbye to you at all. i never wanna end this 'friendship'.
perhaps you know rather well that we cant be together; perhaps you know rather well that both of us cant express our love to each other because of certain reasons that are holding us back; or perhaps you know that we should not meet as often anymore.. and hence, maybe those were the reason that churns and trigger the pains in my heart real bad. probably these reasons apply to you as well, but seriously, what can we do? you were the one who asked for a breakup 1 yr ago.
maybe we shouldnt have stayed as friends too. that's what i've been thinking.
perhaps i was/am too used with your presence, i dunch feel really good somehow.. to know that you'll be turning your back on me once more, though i know this should be the way.
end it all bahh.. end it all.. without you, problems wouldnt surface that much btw bf and i anymore.
A, it's all too late now.

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